Friday, March 23, 2012

Heavy

Hmm, well, it's been quite a week here, lots on my mind and I don't know where to begin...
My daddy's health has been sharply declining for the past several years. He had cancer four years ago, had his bladder removed and, though he's been cancer free since, it's been one thing after another health wise. For the past few weeks it seems to be coming to a head once again. They discovered he had a very large kidney stone and were going to have to remove it surgically. His health being so poor this was a major concern. Regardless of the risks, though, it had to be removed and they did so this past Thursday. I waited with my mom... she didn't want to be alone in case it didn't end well. It did, though, thankfully, and now he is home again, recovering. We did learn while he was there that he has emphysema, even though he hasn't smoked in many years. Just another thing to add to the list really. I am relieved that he made it through the surgery and, it seems, that he's avoided some of the consequences that could have came from it. But I still feel as though I'm holding my breath... waiting to see which health issue on 'the list' is going to rear it's ugly head next.
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This is what's been peppering my week and leaving me with a very heavy feeling in my chest and stomach. Grief and worry sitting like a stone right in my core. I'm eager for a time when we can move past this, however we may get there.

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*hugs* I'll be thinking of you and your family.
(I know I'm repeating the previous message... but) *hugs* you and your family are in my thoughts. I hope things improve for all of you soon, and that your dad's recovery is smooth.
*big big big big big hugs*
Before I read the above comments my thought was that I wish I could give you a big hug...Sounds like you may need one.
Thinking of you and your family. Saying a prayer for peace. :)
I hope this week is easier to get through. I will be praying for you and your family.
Thinking about you and hope your load gets lighter. Praying for your dad and your family.
I send you my love and for your dad.

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